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are there no shadows where you are? i can see everything as day. problems that you try to hide away, pushing me aside, pushing me aside. could the winter clam come twice? cos your heart seems so cold tonight, thirst for substance somehow isnt right. its killing me inside, killing you inside, killing me inside. are you so naive to right and wrong? how could you watch innocence forgone? does what we've done ever really belong? its wasted me away, i feel so wasted away. God if you can hear me out alright, please take these feelings for her inside. My chest hurts when i breathe tonight. its wasted me away, you're wasting me away, wasting me away. I don't wanna be where you are, I don't wanna be here even now, I don't wanna be by your side, something isn't right, something isn't right. This is our last goodnight, Say what you will, Say all that you can, Words have no meaning When I've seen where you've been. This is our last goodnight, Say what you will, Say all that you can, This is our last goodbye, This is where love ends. but pray for strength and grace to equal the task. [ Peace out! ] at9:37 PM Thursday, June 21, 2007 well its 12am right now, so actually i shld be saying happy birthday to my bro, his birthday is on the 22nd. so cool right? anyway. i kinda got a shock today at the birthday wishes, really wanna thank all my friends out there. i never knew some of them actually remembered! ok i m gonna try to name them all, but if i miss your name out tell me ok? ok lets go: my family of cos, may, anna,jenny, liz, eugene, samuel, tap som bong(ok ivan),jesslin, alan, huiling,shiping,christina, haran, eugene, alan, joyce, joelle, gurvin, eugene (yes 3 different eugenes), anastasia, elgin(ok i think his birthday msg was the funniest), vinod, bing song, jierong, anna (again), garmeng, davin(yes there's actually another davin out there, its not his actual name, but he gave himself the name COS HE THOUGHT IT WAS COOL OK!. i m serious, u can go ask him yourself.), daryl, boon lay, clarice, ... errr thats all thats in my head right now. but THANK YOU. gosh i m so thankful for these pple, u know i havent seen some of them in eons la. nice to hear from them again. mr ho viewed my friendster profile, lol i thought he dropped a birthday wish but awww. that would have been interesting. well thats about the end of the birthday stuff. on another note, i havent been reporting cycling incidents to you all in awhile right? haha i m sure u've been missing the excitiment=X. was talking to my bro just now, he was telling me 'how come when i cycle i never get these kind of funny things(funny things have a pretty broad defination here, like chasing/racing with buses, racing with other cyclist on the road(yes u have no idea who they are), meeting very weird cycling personalities, and a whole basket of other stuff). he said its the way i cycle 0o? i have no idea if there's a difference but oh well. well so there has been some exciting cycling stuff that happened over the hols. its really quite long to post it all down, feeling abit lazy..... so>> ok i ll see how the mood goes.. well this one's pretty easy to talk about.. was cycling back from east coast last thursday from the batch outing. that was about 11+ i think. when i passed e stadium i saw the bus 31. heh. so exiciting already right? ok since i wanted to sweat it out a lil, i decided to race it. (31 from stadium there would be taking the exact same route as i would be cycling down kallang all the way till pass my house) well it was all good, was infront of it thanks to the bus stops. all the way till the last junction-.- i think he got sick of being led by a cyclist, so when the light turned green, gosh u could hear his engine roar la. and yea so he overtook me, but well i was already at my house already, so i guess its all good. my thighs got pretty soar over that incident though. gosh this post is already so long. still got one exciting thing to talk about at east coast just recently, but i think i'll save that for next time. anyway, went down to east coast just awhile back. u know i've been to east coast quite abit this hols, but never really got the chance to head down all the way down to changi jetty. so i headed over, then there was the exciting events along east coast, but i'll talk of that some other time. so when i reached the jetty, well they dont on the lights there anymore, so its pretty dark, luckily my front lights were pretty strong. just sat there and you know, enjoy the sea breeze, watch the planes fly by. its really relaxing. i mean just picture having coldplay's fix you in you ears, everything in a 50m radius is pretty dark along a jetty, u re sitting on this rock-stool thingy with your bike resting on it as the only light source coming from your front lights shining on your wheels. u see planes flying over you, and their really close to you, i mean they look huge! and u know when they fly by, the whole jetty suddenly illuminates just for that few seconds, and u re looking up watching it fly away further and further, man its a wonderful feeling. so that topped off the day pretty much i guess. haha thats really long, i think i m gonna stop posting for awhile. mid years coming. take care pple, and err, smile! =D
[ Peace out! ] was talking to ww earlier today, mentioned that the teachers were expecting many many many many people to fail the mid year. expectly so, considering its our first shot at the full paper. it only has a hell lot of topics per subject thank you. and my revision is moving like a slug. great. more reasons why i shld go screw up my life. the joke was that if u could get 30 points u'll probably be like top 100 in the school or something. now that was funny. but i doubt it. i m sure there are people(note the term used, not geeks or nerds. i do respect these people) who actually are ready or at least somewhat prepared for the mid years who will no doubt score over 50 points and all. great. man i m feeling all emo and all. i think i need to change my genre of music again. u know take a break from all the heavy stuff. its probably getting to me. 1. i need to go running. quite badly. 2. i should go get a new blogskin for my birthday. 3. i m not looking forward to mid years. 4. i need a time machine or something. you know movies always have this clishe part where they ask the lead if you would have done it in another way given a chance and they always say no? yea i think i m a rebel now. haha unless of cos this is part of the screw-up-my-life part. i wanted to end this post with lyrics from breaking benjamin's song 'water' but i realised if i did u guys would start thinking i m going suicidal and all. lol. so well i ll end of 'all i ask of you', phantom of the opera soundtrack. lol. no more talk of darkness, forget these wide eyed fears i m here, nothing can harm you my words will warm and calm you. let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears. i m here, with you beside you, to guard you and to guide you. Let me be your shelter, let me be your light you re safe, no one will find you your fears are far behind you. all i want is freedom, a world with no more night, and you, always beside me to hold and to hide me. then say you'll share with me one love one lifetime. let me lead you from your solitude. say you'll need me with you here beside you, anywhere you go, let me go too. thats' all i ask of you. haha now i m feeling all fluffy and all. take care people.
[ Peace out! ] don't you try to take me over, won't you try to break me? The complexities moving in, and I feel that I do not have the strength, tragedies plaguing me solemnly Its affecting my will but Wait now that I've found you, situations from dark now change to gray Disregarding my absence of memories, its perpetually blinding me of sanity, and just when I'm giving in, as I try to scale these walls Jericho falls around me and I feel that I've strayed too long And darkness is fading in...and darkness is real Oh my eyes oh closing slowly I try Fate seems to recreate, I just can not escape, Something holds me down and makes me act a way I can't explain Even now I can feel it coming over me choking me, as I'm falling behind You can say you know me, but you have no clue what my dreams could show you And darkness is fading in, and darkness is real Oh my eyes oh closing slowly I try I Can't Can't win I feel something deep inside me, I feel deep inside I feel something deep inside me and I can't let this go, whoa, I feel something deep inside me and I can't let this go, whoa, Lie, as I try to steer clear, and I try to stay sober This is taking me over, And my dreams complicate it... I just can not let this go I tried so many times to tell you I just I can not let this go, I just can not win See you I see you falling away I see you...you Killing me softly I see you...you falling away I see you...you Don't take what's in front of me, open eyes can see I have everything Tell you don't take what's in front of me, tell you don't take what's in me Lie, which one lied? When I feel it come a way, way that's why I try...lie I see you coming my way dreams may fall more everyday I see you looking my way And I've tried just to separate dreams from reality watch to satisfy this wanting, Try to stay righteous, try to stay sober, but then, I can't win And I know you, and I know you, and I know you... Lie
[ Peace out! ] well first up, how's the revision going right? well please dont ask me that question. cos i really feel its impossible to complete all 20 chapters from physics, 21 for chem and i dont wanna count the rest for maths and econs during the holiday period. so somehow, i think my earlier goals for mid years are gonna be quite screwed. anyway. the first 2 weeks of the holidays were screwed up by school. lessons till like 3 everyday. which is really quite dumb right? i got some schoolmates who have lessons in the holidays which last longer then if it were a normal school day la. how retarded is that? ohoh, the wedding on sat was really beautiful. everything about it was wonderful. ok i cant rmb what happened on monday. i m pretty sure something did, but its not coming to me right now. i went to changi to study with liz on tuesday. yes yes u might think thats crazy right? i mean changi is how far. but u know i realised its actually not _______________ that far. i mean its far la. but like 30-45min away only. it was pretty noisy there but i think i managed to get quite abit into that thing thats suppose to have a brain. oh and they shrunk the viewing gallery at T1. u know last time it extended all the way to swensens and to that playground thingy? now it ends at the part where u can see the BK(used to be a mac) inside the airport. which is quite dumb, cos u cant really see anything from the viewing gallery now. Oh, random thought, i satisfied my craving for subway cookies. (3 for $2.75) shiok man. on the same note, i think i shld stop stuffing myself with all these snacks. cos my economy cant support it-.- i spent like 4 bucks on bread snacking at changi la. ok ok like wed morning (like 1am) alan asked me if i wanted to go balling later in the day (like 11). well i havent heard from alan since eons la. said that the ST pple(one the class combinations in my sec school) were balling. well i decided to drop by at pp to join them. man going back there brought so many memories. its like balling at PP itself was so different. saw alot of old faces, like sin teck, earnest, alan, kw, hong kai, dai hong,ming jun and yk. man they changed alot man. all dyed hair, long hair, smoking and all. quite a experience balling with them again.well balled for almost 3 hours, then i rained-.- which was quite retarded considering how sunny it was when we first started. thurs went for the batch outing. went over to east coast for bbq and stuff. well expectedly so, everyone turned up fashionably late. i dont think it was a very productive outing, i mean it was pretty fun and all but somehow, i guess its missing the point. well that about wraps it up i think. take care people!
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