Peace

Thursday, March 15, 2007

hey people.

its been a pretty long time again since i ve blogged. been pretty lazy i to type out all my thoughts and all. anyhow here are some updates..

malaysia trip was super fun. whole bonding with the team. well we did get thrashed 2 out of 3 of the matches. which was pretty bad, but i guess our only excuse was, well they were better. the first match- the people jumped like one hand almost an arm taller then me la-.- well i mean i cant jump very high, but with people like that the match is just rigged.-.- we lost the last match by what 2 points? dooo. well matches aside, the food was fantastic ok.. each meal was at least a 5 course meal. shiok. and i think we had like 4 meals with shark fins =D mid night snacking is pretty cool too! oh, we did some shopping as well, man some of the stuff there is really cheap. i got this tee shirt for like 25RM? thats like sing 11 or something. crazyness. well bonding was great...

holidays are already almost over. well not much work done, just so busy with so many other things. at least i managed to get some of my thoughts sorted out during the hols. feeling much better now.

went to crash cec today, haha damn fun la. reminds me of orientation and all. getting high with college dance, cheering, the whole spontaneous atmosphere. fun fun.

i think the new college tee looks like crap. they say their gonna replace the j1 orientation shirt EACH YEAR from now with that blue disgusting polo tee. YUCKS. that shit is fugly man. gives this international tee shirt look. so, school like. yuck yuck.

i found out today theres actually a gay society in sr? i was super whatthefuck when the topic came out during lunch today. sick sick sick.

family camp messages are very very very very challenging. i m gonna need to spend more time reflecting about things.

my desktop graphics card finally gave way for good. they say its gonna take a good month before they get it fixed. zzz. because of that, the only form of entertainment i can get is like from my ipod la. which brings me to a conclusion that i listen to too many emo songs. yes yes emo songs are NOT good for your health ok. thats a fact.

i need some song recommendations. tell me if you people have any ya?

i need to go running. quite badly.

macdonalds is expensive food.

but char kway tiao is more unhealthy.

i m getting hooked to acoustic versions of songs that i really like. one of them is the acoustic version of only one by yellowcard. i mean the original is fantastic, but the acoustic version sort of has this special twist to it.. it also sounds alot more heartfelt, although he does go offtune a lil.

patience is more then one week u loser. but who am i to complain right?

A levels are really coming fast. focus is all we need. focus. focus focus.

well i m gonna blog something emo now. haha. its just the music i tell you.

here i go scream my lungs out i m trying to get to you,
i believe everyone has a story to tell..
pieces pieces everywhere, where do i start?
i had initially wanted to tell you stories of sunshine and rain..
so dishonestly,
but i realised it would be nothing new or interesting, it would the same things in a different light..
could you remind me of a time when we were so alive,
so i ll question the justifications of our mistakes - your stories..
could you help me push aside all i ve left behind,
and so society has moulded us into this, disgusting, crafting person- its the wonder thats keeping the stars awake at night..
do you remember, remember that time?
how while we grow so much happier each day,and yet the void in us grows deeper..
its not this hard, its not this hard,
we find ways to fill this void, foolish mistakes and drunkeness which we can only regret on hindsight..
after all this time, i never thought you be there,
and i blame this void for our flaws - for without purpose, there is no desire, without desire no execution.
just maybe you wont find out what i know,
after hindsight sets in wisdom, i question- so is it therefore fallacy, foolishness or ignorance that accounts for such stupidity. which 'justifies' our means to fill this void..
i hear no more screaming. wrong direction you shit.
i claim it is foolishness. we were not made to dig our own grave even after realising that we re gonna die if we keep going at it. thomas edison didnt 'find one more way in which a lightbulb couldnt work' just so that he could make the same mistake and find 'yet another way'. he found it so that it could be manifest into technology as we know it today.
so what if i was there before kickoff? it seems more like a handicap now.
foolishness or void? i conclude its both. but its foolishness that makes us stupid. that makes you disgust me.
i ll just take as much as you can throw, and just throw it all away.
your stories, my stories or anybody else's. does it matter? well maybe. but that would be so superficial. and its people like you that give us a bad name.
i dont need to know another story, just tell me what the fuck is wrong with you.

ah screw it.

its the music i tell you. maybe i ll go for a pachelbel diet. that might work.

[ Peace out! ]
at6:11 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

hey people. yea its been some time..

this week's just been such a rush. so many things happening at the same time, everything asking for time when all we've got is 24 hour a day. i really dont know if i m up enough for the A's..

i ve got a fair bit on my mind that i would like to blog about, but i guess in the interest of time i just blog abt some stuff.

tmr's the last day of term 1. man, which does mean A levels is yes, coming very soon. gp is on 30th oct if i m not wrong, and i still want a B for my gp. man lots of work to do. this year is really passing by really fast, too fast if u'd ask me. i still rmb the things i set out to accomplish at the start of the year, but i m gonna need to spend more time to think things over..

will be heading to malaysia tmr, after sku for bball. gonna be playing 3 matches over there. i m getting quirky over it already. i ll be back on sunday evening probably, which yes does mean i ll miss the entire weekend. boohoo. well i am looking forward to it as a valuable learning experience. i think it'll be quite cool. haha. oh and we re gonna stay in a four star hotel. weee.

paramore's not gonna be heading to singapore anytime this year. and probably next either. zzz. oh their music rocks ok. the lead vocalist is what 18? and she has some voice man. yea its a she. power. oh their drummer is 15 YEARS old! ONE FIVE OK. and he's getting grabbed in the ass by girls overseas. haha. well their new album is coming out soon so, if u have a dying urge to get me something to make me happy....

the march 'hols' are coming up, well i m gonna be using it for ALOT of catching up, and hopefully conquer organic chem while i m at that. haha. well i m hoping to do some other catching hopefully. we ll see how things turn out.

the new jc1's are really lifeless. not to mention orientation does seem to suck (kinda like i told you so?) well thats for the school management deciding to stick with its own plans. i think a good 3/4 of the new j1s want OUT of sr. seriously. well i mean its probably gonna end up that only a good 100 of them will leave. the weird thing is, people are actually appealing back to sr u know? *rolls eyes*

ok i m gonna stop here for now. wish me happy holidays in malaysia yea? haha. take care people.

[ Peace out! ]
at4:16 PM

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