Peace

Tuesday, January 25, 2005
beautiful daes..

heya all again.. Zzz been so lazy to blog recently...

todae i decided to drop art.
aft abt wat? 1 year le?
yeap..
so its been done.
no more art fer mi le...
no more dreams fer tht aniwae..

todae i went cycling.. after i gt home frm school.
to relieve the pain and basically train fer nAfa coming up..
hope to get near AY record.. can get treat wor..
den halfway..
gt a super bad cramp..
cramp until counterpain+streching+straithing+resting..
din help at all..
the moment i gt onto my bike..
cramp~
Zzz
had to push mi bike alan hse.. to rest..
siAnz

den 'BoO!' msg mi me..
i m lyk..
who the flying fishh is tht.. nobody knew..
even tht peep tht was suppose to b frm 'her' school..
weird..

training is coming back hard.
i m tired.
nahh nt realli..
lets jus thrash tis shiT..

tired.. wanna change mi blogskin and write mi story le(inspired by a bunch of..peep-.-)
but lazy.. still wan get mi sound and antivirus system workin on tis computer first..
trojen is attacking hard.. muz b careful bout DLing stuff..

Zzz.. takkaire.. at least try.. cya arnd peep..

[ Peace out! ]
at4:44 PM

Thursday, January 13, 2005
thank u.

heyy pple.. so many tings happening sia..wells.. turned out tt my expectations of the way things wuld b turning out in the previous entries came pretty much true-.- now jus waiting for the final step to kill it all.. hahas.. interesting..

well i guess tis jus gg to b a long ty entry. call it lame. wadeva. i jus feel tt writing abt how my life is gg at tis point of time is a waste of every1's time.

firstly, thanks to the teacher.. he who taught mi sooo much in life. he who made prob the biggest impact in my way of thinking.(which makes tis kinda saddining) sad to sae tings had to end up the way it did. sorry.

next, to my 'hoping and still hoping' to b a person i wuld one dae haf to look up to. u shld noe hu u are. dun let mi down k? u realli helped mi along tis road of life. although both of us had our fair share of disagreements and conflicts, i tink tis has brought tis thanks to a furthur level. haf more confidence dude.. dun let mi down. or her. i noe u noe. please. sorry if tis is nt wat u wanna hear.

next, to the person who taught mi how 1+1=2. no way it culd b 3 or 4.. things which are meant to b lyk tis/ are lyk tis, will nver b lyk tt.. sad to sae.. thanks fer showing so so so many lessons in life. how shallow and deceptive everthing can be.. thanks for the once believed care. and thanks for the time although halfed (in facts). but thanks aniwae. i learnt alot.

to wxm, thx for ur overpouring care and concern. although i shut u out most of the time. sorry. but wan to thank u lots. for making a drastic change in the way i live and think. thank u.

to 5-2,6-2, u guys are the best.. nver haf i seen such a fighting spirit. together. make the difference. thanks.

its amazing.
the people who care for u the most are the pple hu can cause u the most pain.
change ur life, the way u tink speak act move eat sleep.. sickening.
being a fool is realli simple. although nt the most pleasent. all u haf to b is a lil optimistic and b willing to play ur cards. get a bad luck and ther u gt it.. fool. foolishness..
we learn. i learn. sometimes, it kills to b a fool. to b the onli 1 wishing for the stars to drop. wishing for the past-present.

takkaire pple. i dun nid to sae anymore.
u noe hu u are. sorry.

and thanks.

[ Peace out! ]
at10:08 PM

Saturday, January 01, 2005
The New Year

hEya peep.. its 2005 liaos... its been a long interesting eventful 04... i tink most of us wuld agree wif tht..

resolutions any1? well go ahead but i m stayin w/o any.. carn even rmb wtheck i resolved to do last yr lor.. carn understand aniwae..

its been a rather sad 04.. lookin back.. so many mistakes, so many regrets.. but isnt tht wat life is lyk? jus lyk a toy u are, being played to folly..

'hoPe' the key factor which kips pple gg thru life is beginning to fade from my vocabulary.. hope too much on something and onli to b SYFed right back in ur face lyk a dummy waiting fer the sky to drop.. leopards dun change their spots, peep dun change their ways.. satisfaction was something beyond my reach and thus rendering useless was the best option with the next intention to find another was advent soon enuff.. hurt? lyk dUh.. but its ok.. we all learn..

peep constantly wish to feel the best, on top of the world.. so wat u own a big house or haf gud grades? jus thank God for those and quit ur cocky face b4 it gets to big fer u to control.. not to sae we dun nid self-esteem, but wen u cross tht limit, u better hope u haf understanding frens arnd to 'tahan' u.

peep hu hold those leadership postitions, a special thank u and jia you fer this yr.. its gg to b hard.. so many things haf changed frm this yr and the past.. stay together.. we can pull thru this together.. we will.

peep hu are helpin in the diff aspects in the communal world.. jia you AND take gud care of urself.. i wanna see u back alive. in 1 peice. no more.

peep who live life in the saddest state i haf ever seen.. dun b so pessimist k? everything happens for a reason.. u were given this beauty for a reason.. take time to discover, dun waste it away.. takke gud care ya? let go.

so aft this long list of thingys u all may nt understand, but its realli alright.. peep hu are meant to noe hope u noe.. den again.. hope may jus turn out to krap again.. but hu cares aniwae now..

tinking of 2 stories to add to my blog le.. jus finalising some details.. hope(again..) to see its progress soon..
O levels are here.. i dun care.. do u?
hoiday homework? opps..
dam i realli nid to get a life.. less cycling and bball and the outings will help i guess..

A realli nice song intro-ed to me.. by YellowCard.. its called 'only you' i find it realli meaningful.. at least i do.. lyrics..

Broken this fragile thing nowAnd I can't, I can't pick up the piecesAnd I've thrown my words all aroundBut I can't, I can't give you a reasonI feel so broken up (so broken up)And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you so you knowHere I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, there's just no one that gets me like you doYou are my only, my only oneMade my mistakes, let you downAnd I can't, I can't hold on for too longRan my whole life in the groundAnd I can't, I can't get up when you're goneAnd something's breaking up (breaking up)I feel like giving up (like giving up)I won't walk out until you knowHere I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, there's just no one who gets me like you doYou are my only, my only oneHere I go so dishonestlyLeave a note for you my only oneAnd I know you can see right through meSo let me go and you will find someoneHere I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, there's just no one, no one like youYou are my only, my only oneMy only oneMy only oneMy only oneYou are my only, my only one

takkaire peep=(

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