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after sch chiong artroom finish up my artwork.. thank GoD managed to la.. although kinda last min and all but heyy turned out ok.. had hero's dinner tonite.. for sJ again.. well dinner was kinda krap.. alot of food but wrong combination i guess.. the school realli ought to figure out how to get all these stuff right.. haiz dun feel lyk blogging todae.. no mood. tired? well i shld be but funny tht i m not.. weird.. takkaire guys.. exams coming le.. study hard and all the best=) [ Peace out! ] at8:09 PM Tuesday, September 21, 2004
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[ Peace out! ] well well guys todae got walkathon norx.. in the morning so no chance go church.. been quite a while le.. niways.. todae as usual walkathon was expected to be cannot make it.. siGh lorx.. well firstly the attendance lyk kinda krap.. got so many pple suddenly sick sia.. den dunno wat otehr krap xcuse they got lorx.. siGh.. den at HQ level also cannot make it.. the attendance compared to agi is lyk super pathetic sia.. sigh is the word.. den the walk the sae got 5km.. i was lyk tinking.. how can be so short sia.. lyk 45 min den finish le.. siao de.. somemore we strolling sia.. den todae da also nver come.. sho sad.. got some thingy happen again le.. well nvm tht.. well too bad i missed the short warm up cuz was outside hq waiting fer any other members.. at least if nothing i culd hear the lead person havin an active voice i guess.. the walk was lyk kinda cold.. atmosphere very jia lat.. zzz lor.. den den got the same things again lor.. towel + POLAR water + SUNSHINE bread.. haiz hq shld get some new stuff.. well tht was more or less e walk lor.. den aft the walk me went to go fill up some admin stuff..bf stuff lorx.. zzz jus transfer data hu cannot do lor.. den wah the Z4 staff are kinda violent sia.. lol.. shhhhshh.. den aft tht e guys and me went bugis catch dogdeball.. wah liews.. it is truely the ultimate underdog story lor.. kinda short though.. lyk 1hr 30min onli.. but ok la.. fer the short period of time was rather entertaining.. not bad.. haha.. too bad got missing pple sia.. haiz.. den now tryin to force myself to study.. haiyo dam jia lat lor.. tmr got art stil nid prepare.. hmmz final work must be in on thurs.. siao la.. still nid buy materials.. siao liaos.. den tmr got chem test.. must drag myself go study.. dunno why no mood lor.. den tues a maths.. wells gonna be a rather long week i guess.. jus glad tht after this week can heck care art fer a while.. sec 2 pple.. unless u are realli gud in art.. DUN EVER TAKE IT in sec 3 as elective man.. its lyk totally draining lor.. espc if u not very gud in it.. well exams are arnd the corner.. probably shld nt be coming online so often and playin bball so often.. gotta strife fer this last 4 weeks or so.. den go enjoy le.. gud luck every1.. takkaires and cya arnd soon..
[ Peace out! ] den ended up we dismiss super early lorx.. lyk suppose to end at 545 ended at 4..zzz sia.. den mOi class walk to Jurong east take train back.. den YS and mi go westmall.. haha lost contact of each other halfway.. dunno how he walk de sia.. dao le platform den missing le.. lucky he met WX.. den they go wm i went to find da lorx.. she having piano den go ther wait.. yeap den ltr go wm awhile den haf to go home le sigh.. well the period from then to the time i slept was lyk rather emotional.. ys sent sy home.. den left wx and me.. we sit outside wm ther.. den i go think.. den i got a lil worried bout him so ask him if he wan go home.. den he sae no lor.. yea.. den ltr gg back le.. take e EW line.. den i went to pasir ris from jurong east.. ok la quite a long standing period considering i was still in sch U.. wx left at kallang.. den i went pasir ris park go ther sit sit thinkthink.. was a rather emotional period ya.. but i guess thts over.. Todae..: well afternoon went play bball wif mJ and Ys.. den wah piangz the sun is horrific lor..so darn sunny totally draining on us lor.. den ltr went to chinatown buy earphone wif mJ.. den couldnt find so go sim lim.. den aft tht buy le mJ sae wan go back chinatown to buy CD.. lol lorx..got home le den almost late for me dinner appt wif family.. haha..ok la made it in time.. wah piangz nt the best dinner i had b4 la.. but i was darn healthy lor.. all steam or herbal or something along tht line de.. siGh.. well now writing le lor.. haha tired.. drained.. physical and mentally.. do i think too much pple? i dunno i m lyk realli beginning to hate myself for thinkin so much.. but is tht wrong? no wat.. haiz i hate myself again.. haha.. but i m happy but sad.. kinda f up ya.. i shld be happy.. but i m not.. how cool is tht.. What lies behind and beyond is comparatively small to wat lies within..
[ Peace out! ] there once lived a boi.. he led a life of thoughts and cicumstances.. a mAn once asked him.. 'boy..' 'yes?' 'imagine u were to give your girlfren 20 roses.. between the colours white and red, which would u chosse and the quantity?' (after thinkin for a while.. the boy replied..) ' i wuld take 19 red roses and 1 white rose..why?' (the man smiled) 'the red roses symbolises how much u are willing to put into a relationship.. while the white refers to how much u expect in return..' ~Hope
[ Peace out! ] Love is lyk a tray of cookies.. Fresh from the oven and fragrent smelling.. old and moldy when left alone.. Love is lyk a flower.. Take care of it and it blooms.. Forsake it and it spoils the whole garden.. Love is lyk a teacher.. It teaches u lessons but nver from the book.. Love is lyk a fire.. Burning so strongly out in the darkness.. Love is lyk a see-saw.. Ups and downs is all its about.. Love is lyk an Engine.. Needs to be resupplied time again.. Love is lyk a hole.. Once you fall in.. its hard to get out.. Love is lyk walkin in the rain.. without noticing the rain.. Love is not measured by how much you feel.. But how much you make the other person feel.. Love is NoT blind.. cuz u are bound to meet things along its walk.. Love is when u take a way the passion, romance, feeling.. and find u still care.. Love is the condition where the person's happiness is essential to your own.. Love is not gazing at each other but looking at the same direction.. Love is just another word till proven to you.. Love is never wanting you to change.. i fell in love wif who u are.. LoVe Is GiVinG sOmEonE e AbiLiTy tO huRt u.. BuT TrUsTinG thEm nOt to.. LoVe iS GiVinG mOre dEn ExPecTeD.. AnD bEinG thErE wHen LeAst ExPecTed.. LoVe nEvEr EvEr FaiLs.. And if it does.. maybe you were never in love.. gud nite guys and gals.. sweet dreams..
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lol guys just got a my new semi acoustic guitar over the weekend.. chio bo?
[ Peace out! ] sigh sch startin tmr.. got my aRt project to go finish.. super sian nang man.. sigh o wells.. must study hard le.. term 4 come le.. giv u all a promise ba.. aft e exams imma gg to play my head off man.. sec3 suCks lor.. sigh face it la e education system sucks.. hols were fun although din get alot of work done but at least i enjoyed myself wif almost everydae at the bball court.. sick man.. my whole body is killing me for rest now.. shoulders legs are lyk.. OuCh* caught a number of gud movies.. still got lots more to catch la but heyy slowy man.. mi pocket cant take it.. well can continue but dun wan le.. nid packbag.. btw aLa is rEALLi Qi Li Xiang CRAZY lor.. haha.. takkaire guys... Just when i believed. I couldnt tell u. This ever changing world pushes me thru another door. I saw u sMiLe. And my mind could not erase the beauty of ur face.Love that is real but in disguise.What happens now?I dun know how to stop feeling this way.Hold on to the memeries. I wished that i could give u something more. To be.... Nobody who will cry for u is worth your tears.
[ Peace out! ] well not that pple actually care do they? wat is to care for some1? gud question.. frankly i tink every1 on this earth nids to seroiusly reconsider wat does it mean to care for some1.. some pple get showered wif care all over but are so numb to it tht sometimes they take it for granted.. they jus takes it as it comes.. as if it will nver leave them.. den wat abt the poor soul who is carin for ya? u cant be bothered can u? u jus simply think tht 'o he/she just's go nothing better to do'.. well wake up k? every1 who seems to be standing strong maybe tht small grp of pple hu are jus abt to break u bunch of insensitive numb creatures.. sigh is the world realli such a sad place? maybe i ought to change my blog template to something more sadistic.. aint no reason to strife on so why strife? pple cant even be bothered.. so wat? bo chup lorx.. thanks guys for everything.. realli appreaciate it..
[ Peace out! ] And I couldn't help him,I just watched him make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now?Too many, too many problems. Don't know where he belongs, where he belongs. Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where he belongs, where he belongs. His feelings he hides. His dreams he can't find. he's losing his mind. he's fallen behind. he can't find his place. he's losing his faith. he's fallen from grace. he's all over the place he wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where he lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry his eyes. Broken inside. She's lost inside, lost inside...
[ Peace out! ] todae ar.. erm went to sch in the morning supposively to do some sJ work de.. ended up talkin to ah xuan.. well dun think too much abt it k mr sng.. the ball is in my court.. ya den went down to catch 13 gg on 30.. on la.. interesting movie.. although kinda lame la.. but yea it was all gud.. erm den after tht reach home le.. abt dinner time, had dinner.. den AL ask us go down PP to haf dinner.. erpz since i ate le onli go ther pei them.. see AL eat steak.. wAh PenGx mAn..den heng mJ got bring bball.. so went to haf a few shots wif mJ/Ys,aL.GGk and mOi self.. wAh ok la.. gud team work guys.. kip it up.. form getting better each dae;P.. well nothing much to sae le i guess.. jus feeling damn f up after certain issues.. sometimes i hate myself.. srry fer e language guys.. but i guess i m jus a person of controversy myself.. sucks man.. well guess this is a long hard race.. think i haf said enuff abt this shit life.. o ya guys btw.. next time u wanna cut urself, dun mind if i giv u some advice. use a flame instead... works better.. cya arnd guys..
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[ Peace out! ] thats just the way it is i guess.. life goes on.. Smile. Be StronG bE StRonG nOw! So ManY ProBleMs. LosT InSidE. No PlAcE to DrY HiS eYes.Hold on. Wun Stay for long. No Longer afraid. hear his pain. feel his agony. right in your face. save inside. that fantasy world. This world of fragile things.Making the same mistakes again. Taste it in his tears. It ends here. not todae. but it will be here. Hiden.Lost.Insane.behind.Out of place.faithless.graceless.over.and.done.
[ Peace out! ] hmm todae was a rather slacky dae i guess.. haha kinda boring i guess.. woke up dunno why also so awake de.. slpt at lyk 2am? haha no kick la.. den go sch.. haha on e way ther rain den tyco tyco almost reach le.. got a lil wet thou.. but who cares aniwae? haha.. den cuz got rain den no morning aseembly le..mrs raj nver come norx.. ratherr happy... den the two Social studies period slpt it away.. sho sad norx.. slp lyk so short de.. nt even a blink of eye the bell ring le.. sianz.. after tht got chem.. haha chem yeo come back le.. kinda fast thou.. lyk 1-2 weeks for an opt.. must be a minor 1 ba..den got back my chem paper.. so chio sia.. the onli test i fail till so nice.. haha.. 7/30.. liews so embarrasing norx.. kAoOz.. den after chem ish Amaths.. wah lau circular measure.. mOi sEh liao le la.. at first 1st lesson lyk rather easy lyk tht.. todae i go class stone all the way sia.. tryin to pay a ttention but dunno wat the.... the cher talkin abt.. sigh.. recess come le.. den no food sia.. kAoz wth is wif todae.. queue queue queue den reach mi le the uncle tell mi sold out le.. what the.,... sia.. sigh.. endind up eatin some rubbish.. dun even noe if can be counted as food.. yea.. den go for founders dae tea.. SOOO BORRING sia.. tht was an utter waste of time lorx.. dun wish to elaborate on tht ba.. makes mi feel so stupid.. after tht got PD le.. haha.. SAS swimming meet.. den cuz e other 3 guys got some stuff to settle.. den left mi b PDO.. lalala lorx.. ok lor quite simple de ma.. jus organised e sec1 a lil.. den yeap got started.. sho pathetic sia.. onli 1 injury.. sigh.. yea rather interesting la.. den bery cute sia.. e ML come bring 1 whole tray of food give us eat.. haha den e poor ben chew forced to eat.. haha sorry wor ys.. haha..ya lorx.. also nothing much happen ba.. after tht den go back sch.. debrief them awhile den go playy bball wif MJ.. haha not bad la.. play wif scouts 2 Vs 2.. den ended up 2 VS 3.. haha.. k la todae rather on form.. did some nice lays.. nice shots too.. rather happy.. den go home le.. nothing much le lorx.. well guys i tink i wr8 till here ba.. got more to sae den sae.. takakire pple.. Love is never wanting you to change; for who you are is who I fell in love with
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