Peace

Monday, August 14, 2006

Spend all your time waiting
for a second chance
for a break that would make it ok
theres always some reason
to feel not good enough
and its hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction
Ohh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty and weight
and maybe
i ll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that u feel
you are brought from the wreakage
of your silent reverie
youre in the arms of an angel
may you find some comfort here.

so tired of the straight lines
and every where u turn
theres vulture and thiefs at your back
storms keeps on twisting
keep on building the lies that u make up for all that u lack
dun make no difference
escape one last time
its easier to belief
In this sweet madness
Ohh this glory and sadness
that brings me to my kness

In the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness u feel
u are brought from the wreakage
of your silent reverie
you re in the arms of an angel
may you find some comfort here.

[ Peace out! ]
at1:11 AM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

well its been quite awhile since i last blogged. have been having shit load of thoughts recently. about how things work and all... i m kinda lazy to blog em all down. guess i ratehr it just get pulled along side wif time

msg at ypg last week seemed lyk a pretty normal ypg msg. but i guess over thinking bout it, its starting to make me think abt my faith all over again.,
thiniking of reasons. scrapping watever i have. but i realised they are all really weak. reasons that dun make a person want something so bad. re-evualation.
i just wonder why den. why go thru all the trouble. everyone is having a ball out there. here i am making my life miserable by having these thoughts. setting my treasures above seems lyk such a foreign concept that i cant seem to fathom its importance.

why am i doing these things. does it have to be this way i ask myself. i cant seem to go against myself. theres a war waging inside me. one which i wished dint take place. once whose causualties are causing me to spin more and more each day. and yet it seems everything is going so fucking fine. doesnt life get any better.

ok i shall stop here. before my frens start thinking i m growing this pessimistic mindset again. i m not ok? i just expressing my thoughts. jia you guys and girls out there!

[ Peace out! ]
at10:56 PM

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