my mind is in real shit right now. i need to study. i need to stop getting these distractive thoughts. i need to bring some discipline in my life. i need a miracle. i ve decided to go for one of those runs again. shag myself out till i cant think straight. at least it numbs the pains. it prevents me from harming. it keeps the beast tamed. its just one of those days. sometimes i just hate myself for me. [ Peace out! ] at1:11 PM _Date$>
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