Peace

Sunday, December 31, 2006

that will be the best thing i can ever remember
i ll always remember the sound of the stereo
the dim of the soft lights
the scent of your hair you twirled in your fingers
the time on your watch,
when we realised it's too late
standing by your door
with your hands on my waist.

like you meant it.
i knew you did.
you meant it.

haha i love this song. i changed it a lil, but yea its a beautiful song.

[ Peace out! ]
at12:26 AM

Friday, December 29, 2006

well people i m back again.

man i just went thru the list of homework i have to do,

a. i realised i cant print the maths papers, so hopefully i can find someone who can help me with that
b. i dont have the econs EIGHT PAGE TUTORIAL FULL OF ESSAY QUESTIONS. zzz
c. i cant find my arenes notes, and tutorial. thats just shitty man.

so yea homework rocks. gonna need to get really productive to keep myself on the first week of school.

on a lighter note, the weather is DAMN NICE TODAY! no rain. WEE. it was a lil cloudy for the most of it, so i took the opportunity to go for a run arnd 5. when i did, i could actually FEEL THE SUN! man i miss the sun. i mean like it was just a lil evening sun so that was fine. so i decided to run a lil more then i usually do today to celebrate! well i clocked slightly over 4km today. felt pretty good to be running again. haha.

the new year is coming. i probably should start gathering my thoughts together and spend some time thinking.

yupyup, take care pple! and rmb to TAG. haha. i dint even know that poper read my blog. lol.

POP.
that was for u. haha.

[ Peace out! ]
at6:30 PM

well its been quite a day i would say.
whole morning was spent in sku, preparing for orientation and all. which was pretty tiring considering it required me to wake up at like 7. which is quite toot for aholiday-.-

well anyway the walk-in looks pretty sweet, hopefully things will work out come 3rd jan.

anyway, aft that went down to church to help with the deco stuff. man the frosted stuff was a killer. wipe and wipe cannot come off de. then come off le must like do another few rounds before the glass looks cleaner. well it was pretty tiring but all good i guess.

i spent most of the night learning this song from ffaf. -your revolution is a joke. its a pretty good acoustic song, although the tune down thing is quite tooties. but its nice.

the song by nature can get a person down i guess, so i shall not practise too much lest, haha u get the picture, and if u dont, heres the lyrics to get some of that imagery right.

picture guitar plucking in minors

they stand to fight for nothing
they show how stupid we've become
as fortune favours only
those who care too much to see
it will never be the same
some will say
we stand to fight for nothing
so close your eyes and stay awake
dont believe their headlines
they poison our minds everyday
it will never be the same
purpose buried everyday
lifes that lead u to the grave
some will say

well theres still some of it. but if u still cant picture it, go get the song or something. haha.

yeap thats it for now. new year's coming. man u can hear the school bell ringing already. wee right?

[ Peace out! ]
at12:05 AM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006
need for speed

hey people.

after a long like 1and a half days of rain, i realised this morning there wasnt any rain!!! ground was a lil wet, so i decided to let it dry a lil. was a lil itchy for a ride so decided to go cycling. to pierce!

well i got my stuff ready and by abt 11+ the sky already began to look a lil dark, but weather report said it wouldnt rain for at least another few hours. so i made my way.

and the stupid weather-.- by the time i hit potong pasir i started to feel a lil drizzle, well since it was really light i went on. come the start of yck road, it began to pour. i was super ._____. lor. anyway it got really heavy and i had to stop at a bustop near the amk flyover. thankfully the rain was just passing and in abt 5min i was on my way already. the wet roads was quite a putoff. but at least it wasnt raining. nothing much happened till my return trip from lower pierce.

when i was on my way back, just aft the amk flyover, i saw a 147!! haha. (for those who dont know, 147 would take the exact same route as me all the way down to my place) so what the hey right? i decided to race it. was pretty boring though, by the time i the serangoon mrt i lost it already-.- anyway the next bus i saw when i joined upp serangoon rd was a 133*beams* it was a good 100m at least in front of me so i picked up. man. no chance. lol. i lost sight of it till i hit potong pasir. haha then i overtook it.wee.

well that was abt all the events that happened. the whole trip was pretty short, abt 25km. haha i think i hit a new top spd of 45km/h. lol. on a trunk road i mean. that was down upp serangoon road just aft the woodleigh turn. was pretty crazy man. but the feeling was great.

well that abt concludes this trip. take care pple!

[ Peace out! ]
at1:57 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006

i m feeling emo again. zzz.

anyway.

MERRY CHIRSTMAS WORLD!
May God's JOY touch your heart in a very special way!

The christmas programme today so rocked. haha. although i think the teens made quite a booboo at let there be light, but i think it was really cool with the lightsticks and all. lunch was great as usual. and for ONCE. the batch had an outing that was remotely wonderful. haha, we went over to nick's place for some bbq-ing and PIZZA making. cool right? anyway i was doing the pizzas, and my my it was good lor. lol. i m serious, the tomato was just SEHs. plus the cheese. man it was good.
the bbq was quite .___. i think too many sasuages but it was still good. and then we got a lil cranky over a bottle of beer. lol. qingyang was like a lil cranky but it was funny.

christmas was enriching. joy. something i definately need to work on.

anyways, school's coming back into the picture(yea boohoo). i do need to get on with my work. if i could just get out of this stupid _______________________. i dont wanna end up being the bad guy and stuff. it all seems so childish but i seem pretty much stuck right there. man. teenage life.

so yeap, HOMEWORK HERE I COME. yea i wish.
take care people.

[ Peace out! ]
at10:36 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

my pet rabbit just died.

his name is bushy. dont ask why, he doesnt look bushy anymore anyway.

i guess he led a pretty long life for a rabbit. almost reached his 8th year.

well this post goes out to u boy, childhood memory, he was never all that interactive, but always a joy to have. take care bush. although u dont have a soul, which probably means its the end of the road for u, but take care boy.

In loving memory
Bushy
1998-2006

[ Peace out! ]
at10:44 PM

ok i ve decided to backspace the entire original post, so its doesnt look so emo. haha.

man i shld stop already.
i ve gotta be strong.

gotta be.

feels alot better already. haha. i ll see if i can move it or something.

[ Peace out! ]
at8:47 PM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

well well.
there are 7364193297127391 things to do right now, that i shld be doing other then blogging but ah.... u get the picture. lets see

1. i need to do my christmas shopping.
2. i shall not bother to list down all the maths and chemistry and physics and economics and other revision i have to do. i shall label this as 'homework' to deceive myself that it is only one item such that maybe i ll feel better-.-
3. i need to get my hair a trim.
4. i still need to work on my testimony.
5. i need to spend some time thinking.
6. oh did i mention i need to do christmas shopping.
7. i need more time on the court and on track. but the weather has just been damn gay.

well thats all that comes straight off my mind. i shall stop the listing lest i get extremely demoralised.

but just for the record,
8. i need to get new earphones.
9. i need to restring my guitar.

ok that dint help.

so the rain has been really nice weather to sleep in, however thats hardly what i m doing anyway. just running arnd. man christmas is really bustling this year. have to find time to just settle down and think thru abt things.

anyway, i came across this super emo song on mtv. haha here u go emo freaks out there.

30 Seconds to Mars
The Kill

what if i wanted to break,
laugh it all in your face
what would you do
what if i fell to the floor
couldnt take this anymore
what would you do (do, do)

come break me down
bury me bury me
i am finished with you.

you say you wanted more
what are you waiting for
i m not running from you.

come break me down
bury me bury me
i am finished with you.
look in my eyes.
you re killing me, killing me
all i wanted was you.

ok i couldnt figure out the rest of the lyrics, some parts are missing, but well if you really wanted to see accurate lyrics u could go search it off the net right? haha. anyway if anyone wants the songs just drop me a msg. haha.

yeap i think thats all for tonight.
Christmas shopping!

[ Peace out! ]
at9:47 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006
if its gonna be ok right now

HELLO.

well seems like this place has gotten pretty dusty once again. so heres an update abt whats been going on!

well conference just ended on friday. (started sunday evening) and as usual, conference just rocks. haha. will update more abt conference(although i highly doubt it, but at the least i ll put up my testimonial on my blog).

carolling tonight,(or rather last night) was great too. i mean not just the food( including our all time favourite chocolate foundtain, turkey, stew, tiramisu, sushi... u get the picture), i think we all had a great time singing together. the old folks home we visited was quite an experience as well. haha some funny things happened but i shall not mention it. (tag if u wanna know! haha) my fingers are hurting slightly from all the guitar playing. it always does. but hey it was all well worth it.

we gonna have a concert rehearsal (or rather performance rehearsal) later on today, pretty worried abt it. its like i m still not entirely sure abt my parts, and i dont tink i ve spent enuff time thinking abt it. (for the first time in my life i m actually admitting i dont think enough) anyway, i think i shld spend more time thinking abt it.

now that the update abt church stuff is just abt over. well my sku work pile has not moved. so that sucks. i have to start touching it this week. somehow. its daunting. but i ll find strength. somehow. haha.

well thats abt it for now i guess. gonna have to work on my testimonial sometime. yupp guys and girls, tag and take care ya!!

[ Peace out! ]
at12:37 AM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

ah i ve been so lazy to blog recently..

much has happened over the last few days.. lets see.

ok i m pretty lazy to give the details but i guess the highlight would be on ogl camp. dang fun man.

ok firstly, the planning really sucked. the execution was even worse, kept gaving contridicting instructions, which made everyone a lil pissed at everything. ok let me give u an example of poor planning.

1000h-1130h: water games
1130h - 1230h: lunch
1230-1400h: college dance
1400h- xx00h: MORE WATER GAMES.

THE WORSE PART IS THEY DINT ALLOW US TO CHANGE TO SLIPPERS. so we were all soaked during lunch with squeaky shoes that were itching my legs like nuts. we danced in itchy shoes and finally had MORE water games. oh btw the games really suck. i think they shld stick to more common games, although it may seem like unoriginal, at least its fun. zz. the games sucked.

food was just as bad. first time, there's actually a lack of food. in most of my experiences of camps, theres always TOO much food. until we have to stuff it somehow. (grins) so first there wasnt enuff food, and secondly the food was terrible. zz.

so i guess the only thing that made it fun was the fact that it was a ogl camp. and the bonding and stuff. erebus rocks=). (although i still think lithium is better)

i ll explain. u see, erebus is enthu and all, and of cos we have a few pple in every grp who dont really wanna enthu and all, but thats normal. so whats the diff? well, erebus has a very autocratic leadership, they DONT get pple involve. they just get the relevent pple and discuss leaving the others out. i mean sure the others could go in and join the discussion, but i tink u get what i mean. i m not spiking any of the leaders but this is one thing i cant, as a leader myself accept. anybody can come out with ideas, can shout and scream, but not everyone can lead the group TOGETHER such that the groups suceeds together. fundamental flaw.

so anyway after ogl camp most of us went down to pizza hut. and we got super high. we were like all contagious in laughter. jingwen was SUPER HIGH lor. lol. yea everyone(at least on my side of the table) was laughing to our hearts contents) its just one of those days where u only can relish.

now i pretty torn apart with descions. i got yc coming up next week. together with my own training, + ogl stuff. painting the banners and all. i dont know how i m gonna manage my time. seriously, i m gonna miss alot of yc. and i know thats a descion i m gonna regret but. what shld i do? on top of all these i still REALLY REALLY need to get some revision done, if not i m just gonna see myself waste my A levels. seriously. i m gonna regret that my entire life if i do so. but what can i say, i just cant put myself to it. God help.

some random thoughts:
i feel like running again.
badminton.
mahjong =P
more bball training pls.
more interesting games.
kfc buddy meal rocks. someday i know i m gonna die of high cholestrol. haha.

well i ll sotp here for now. take care pple. rmb to tag!

[ Peace out! ]
at12:14 AM

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