Peace

Thursday, January 04, 2007

hey again pple.

well the first 2 days of orientation is over. and i m feeling really drained. well not really really drained but its starting to get to me. my voice is starting to go away. hopefully it'll last till the end of orientation tmr. anyway heres how've its been...

first day of orientation. On like 2and1/2 hours of sleep, i went down to sku damn early, had to do preps to receive the freshman. so well the first day erebus was SUPER DEAD OK. i mean seriously no enthusiam or anything. individually i think at the end of the day my group made a fair bit of progress. but man, the grp A families were SUPER ON lor. it kinda gets you down sometimes when freshman dont absorb the enthusiam u display. i mean i definately was super on on the first day. lucky for me it did spread to some of my OG pple. which is still quite bad, cos the og in general is still pretty tired. oh and when the whole erebus family comes together and cheer, its really really_________________. i seriously think when individual OG's cheer its better.
second day of orientation got a lil better. the cheers started to get loud. pple were breaking the shyness, the PLs were getting a lil more active, although they still have lots to learn. BUT STILL, that sense of energy is not there, and it gets really hard sometimes, when i look arnd erebus, i mean the OGLs are great and all, but somehow its lacking that burst, that energy that like argo is displaying. i mean demeter is really enthu, but thats only because their OFL is super on. argo is more of spontaneous sort of enthu. WHICH is what is what makes orientation FUN!
just hopefully come tmr the whole grp of pple can start to overcome the shyness. they are generally willing to participate but still lacking that enthu sort of thing.

its tiring. i need to find so much more strength. i need to work a new way. i need to do something. but i am already doing-.- hoping things will work out tmr just aint good enough,

man. i need to get this together. orientation must be FUN!

[ Peace out! ]
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