Peace

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

where did you?
you were there. i m sure you were
you passed by. i m sure you did
but now you re gone. the only thing i dont know

i just came back from my. sadly i ran more then i shld have, i mean in terms of distance. i realised that my runs give me inspiration to blog. promos kick in tmr. cant u just feel the excitement? ok i m not gonna blog about promos.

i realised that what my 'inspiring' runs have been giving me inspiration to blog about is bringing me back to the me, the older me. i would blog about things but there would always been missing pieces, pieces u needed to have to understand but would never have unless you knew what they meant. which of cos makes my blog a pretty sad place to visit. so i m gonna sum up everything with as few words as possible so that it doesnt seem so glaring.
and its hard simply becos of this
becos no matter how far, things would always been furthur.
becos no matter how close, things would remain
becos no matter how joyful, nothing meaningful

ok i could go on but i think i ll stop here.

on a lighter note, i ve uncovered one of the unknown number of pple who read blogs but dont tag, i ll leave it to the person to unveil la. pple read le must tag ma.

more random thoughts
i ve also realised that since i started running, i ve been running for many reasons. i wont go into the detail of that, but its pretty interesting thing to see how u grow up.

i still think trigonometry sucks.

ok i m lazy to blog already. SEE if i m so lazy to blog how much more discipline can i get to study right? the joys of life. ok study hard and erm, take care pple. =D

the joys and miseries of teenage infactuations.

[ Peace out! ]
at5:51 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

hey people.

promos is in... very soon la.

does concern have a price tag? definately no.

how much is too much concern. or rather 'concern'

i was having conferencing with Mrs Pah today for gp, i screwed up 2 of my essays. that really got me in the mood for my gp paper which is, ah yes this thursday. aniwae, we talked about the 'too much too little' question type. where by one of the thingys u have to do (as taught) if u were to argue that it is too much, is to show -ve impacts/consquences/etc of the thing the debate is about. which i realise is taking place at a more personal level in my life.

get the picture?
no?
well i m not really expecting u to, its just some of my crazy thoughts again. its coming back again. again. not again..

why do i waste my worries on some lil things like these. when its not lyk i can do anything (which is 'right' aniwae) about it. waste my worries.

when u cried i, wipe away all of your tears
when u scream, i fight away of your fears
i held your hand thru of these years
u still am
all of me.

who really cares if the lyrics is wrong. you get the picture.

[ Peace out! ]
at10:08 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

promos is just arnd the corner.

damn.

i think my over confidence is killing me. as in really. i really wonder how i clocked that 18 hours in a day mugging during o levels. that was maddness. come to think of it, 18 hours seems humanly IMPOSSIBLE. dammit man. how the beep did i do it. i wish mugger me would just wake up again. miricle need i.

i really ought to do less running. i think i m spending too much time running in this time. just came back from a run not too long ago, it was nice, dint do too much today, my mind was on maths. i think i covered abt 2.6km or something. but i think my pace was a lil fast today.
i still think i shld run less.

my mind is also stuck on pw. shit man.
i went shopping for stationary today. i love my pencil case. its so so, tiny. *beams*
ok i feel lyk taking my econs paper NOW. i m afraid i forget everything that i revised by the time the exam comes.

PROMOS GO HOME.
the thought that i wouldnt be able to celebrate after promos with pw going intensive really makes my exam studying a whole lot worse.

i need some refreshment.

shout out to all those preparing for exams/having them now, JIA YOU. wee.

[ Peace out! ]
at6:48 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

the weekend is here. wee? i guess. i really shld study alot more.

i felt pretty shitty today. i know i shldnt have felt that way. but i did. i couldnt help it. it just overtook me and..
its not something i shld have thought of. but it really did waste my time. i know i shldnt call it a waste of time. but i just hope things lyk these would be better planned. this is getting very ironic. zz.

mcr's new song is weird. but the MV is DAMN cool. lol.

i really i dont know what i do when u tell me that.

kfc craving. dinner was quite bad.did make me feel full though. the barley tasted weird. chicken weird. fish tasted fishy, veggie was the only thing that was normal-.-

ok i m feeling very random. i shall stop here then. all those mugging out there, jia you ya..

[ Peace out! ]
at8:02 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

sku was not as bad as i thought it would turn up. just have a lot of homework. zz.

nth much has been happening i guess. boring life. i need after promos. but who doesnt right?
a song got stuck in my head over the weekend. again. haha

this is sunday drive by the early november.

emo (:

and the rain above our roof
we re turning to go home.
and the silent from your side of the car
tells me everything and how we are.
cos theres no more trying to make this so right
theres no more trying tonight.

And u know its not so easy when u re all alone
and i wonder if i m alone in your head.

I know something is wrong
i just dont know what to do.
You say its only me and
that i m so perfect for you.
I dont want to try no more
I dont want to make this right
i just want you to be true to me
one time.

And you know its not so easy when u re all alone
and i wonder if i m alone in your head...

days gone by since i ve saw you last,
i ll give this one more try
i ll give it all my best.
and i ll think
what could you be doing that is so much fun
without me by your side
without me by your side
and i ll take a step back
and i ll let u ahead
and i ll take a step away and see if u come back
becos theres no more trying to make this so right
theres no more trying, no more trying tonight
we will never be the same
we will never be the same
we will never be the same
we will never be the same
until you re done.

so emo.
the lyrics isnt exactly the same but well its nice=)
ok mugging time.

[ Peace out! ]
at6:12 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

its a daunting task.

well i missed sunday sku today. had to meeting up for pw in the morning. aniwae i felt lyk a idiot this morning. apart from being late already, upon reaching compasspoint, i took the wrong lrt. i was suppose to take the EAST side. i took the west-.- U CANt blame me ok. the stupid thing had two different trains coming in on the same platform. i dint noe that. so when i saw compassvale to platform 2, i just boarded the first train that came. unlucky me. SO aniwae when i realised i was on the wrong train, i decided i shld get off and take the opp direction train back to senkang and den take the EAST train there. bad mistake. i got off at thanggam, and guess what? THE STUPID SERVICE IS ONLY ONE WAY. i called johnson and he told me i had to wait for the next train to come which wasted another 10min of my time. FINALLy when i reached sengkang again 30min after my first arrival, i took note of the train that was coming, it read EAST so thankful it brought me to where i was suppose to go.
LRTs are dumb.
where got 2 different train going in two different directions come to the same platform de.

ok so that made me feel really dumb.

the rest of the day was pretty much on project work and good food. chicken chop at rivervale mall is not bad *grins*

aniwae i m starting to feel the exam fever. promos is coming under a week. i must be going now. duty calls.

[ Peace out! ]
at9:08 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

hello again.

yes i ve realised that i m blogging a lot more. no idea why. but aniwae.

sku today was really cool. the class all started to get high during the break b4 chem spa. and aft that till aft sku, was just fun. haha. super funny things man. 1s8 rocks.! i m too lazy to go over the details. zzz.

aniwae.
for some reason my playlist tonight seem to be playing songs thats getting me into a very reflective mood. no idea why. i noe i shldnt be thinking all this with my maths infront of me which i m still dumbfounded by, but o well.

i m still having problems wif what to share for choir on sat. feel lyk dropping a msg to aunty Min and ask her abt it. *grins. yea but i m still thinking abt what to share...

well i ll stop here. getting lazy to go into all the details of my very INTERESTING life. smiles.
take care pple.

[ Peace out! ]
at10:33 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

well well i m back. its been a really tiring day at sku.

aniwae. first thing that was really cool was that we had OUTDOOR pe today. HOW COOL IS THAT? we went to punggol park early in the morning to have our PE lesson there. HOW COOL IS THAT? haha. ok i m getting obessed with that. aniwae, we played this treasure hunt sort of game, which was EXTREMELY tiring cos my grp was running from checkpoint to checkpoint. aniwae i tink my grp was the only grp to finish all the checkpoints =D. well what can i sa right? =P

so outdoor pe really gave a good start to my day. following lessons were pretty tiring. got a lil sleepy in between the lectures and tutorials. goddness i really need to get my sleep. but i tink i really need some rest. i stuffed lot TONNES of infomation into my brain today. its lyk physics chem maths gp altogether thruout the day which kept my mind very very very, did i mention very busy thruout. my brain needs a break man.

ok sku was pretty ok.
i got my hair cut, and some pple would say again? well yea again. i tink its pretty short now. i think. =D

aniwae.
everyday seems to be bringing on different lessons to learn. its still amazes me/
i m having some problem wif thinking of what to share to the choir coming sat, i had to be the one arrowed at-.- sighh well i guess thats what u get for not getting any post.. but its good i guess, just that i ve been trying to find something meaningful to share wif the choir, and i guess its been pretty limited. hope over the week something comes=)

ok nth much to blog abt already. so yupp KEEP tagging pple/ take care.=D

[ Peace out! ]
at6:35 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

ok i woke up pretty late. lyk 12pm. missed church altogether.
i only have SUPER vague memories of my dad calling me and me saying something super incoherent or something lyk that. i miss church already.

i m printing my eom final now. gawd glad its over. i just hope its up to EE standard. if not i m just gonna cry.

sats ypg was really meaningful. diligence. man i felt lyk doing maths aft that already. but it did mean alot.

i realised that its really hard. but when taste it. u noe it means so much more now. and lyk in my other post, it uncovers new prespectives all over again. so cool right?

aniwae skus kicking back in again tmr. i HAVE to do those mock papers. zzz. i need so much more discipline in my life. sigh.

ok i dont noe what to blog already. tag pple! and take care.

[ Peace out! ]
at6:30 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006
who am i?

Who am i?
that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name
would care to feel my hurt
who am i?
that the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way
for my ever wondering heart?

Who am i?
that the eyes that see my sin
would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am i?
that the voice that calmed the sea
would call out thru the rain
and calm the storm in me
Not becos of who i am
but becos of who you are

I am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tommorow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapour in the wind
STILL you hear me when i m calling
Lord you catch me when i m falling
and told me who i am
i am Yours

Ok i FINALLY changed my blogskin=)
i love the song.
its refreshing to be able to see a new prespective each time.

i m still having some problems with the skin though. Helps?
1) the font on the first post and the rest is different.
2) i have no idea why the font size is HUGE on the second post and beyond
3) ok i fixed the achieving problems. gosh its really been quite a long time since i made this blog-.-
4) tagboard seem to have changed like super lot. i cant seem to access my tagboard account anymore. damn. have to change to chatterbox or something..
5) still thinking if i should adjust the widths of the blog and stuff. looks funny on my NEW computer screen =D

ok thats all i can think of. yupp tag pple ok tag!

[ Peace out! ]
at7:01 AM

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