Peace

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

well its been quite awhile since i last blogged. have been having shit load of thoughts recently. about how things work and all... i m kinda lazy to blog em all down. guess i ratehr it just get pulled along side wif time

msg at ypg last week seemed lyk a pretty normal ypg msg. but i guess over thinking bout it, its starting to make me think abt my faith all over again.,
thiniking of reasons. scrapping watever i have. but i realised they are all really weak. reasons that dun make a person want something so bad. re-evualation.
i just wonder why den. why go thru all the trouble. everyone is having a ball out there. here i am making my life miserable by having these thoughts. setting my treasures above seems lyk such a foreign concept that i cant seem to fathom its importance.

why am i doing these things. does it have to be this way i ask myself. i cant seem to go against myself. theres a war waging inside me. one which i wished dint take place. once whose causualties are causing me to spin more and more each day. and yet it seems everything is going so fucking fine. doesnt life get any better.

ok i shall stop here. before my frens start thinking i m growing this pessimistic mindset again. i m not ok? i just expressing my thoughts. jia you guys and girls out there!

[ Peace out! ]
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