Peace

Monday, May 29, 2006

its been about 2 years since i created this blog. gosh. tats quite a thought. i guess i entered in alot of emotions here b4. lookin back its lyk, yea gosh man. memories.

i ve been thru some thought over the weekend. again. i tink i need something better to do, well but i guess i cant really help it. its just a part of me.

everything that has been said and then, my thoughts, are all spread across the table now. its a different set of notions from my normal generations. its different this time i noe. and i noe its never good enough to feel right. such strengths are limitless. the way to these descions are well, painfully painful. i guess we all dont really mean things but implications go furthur den what we desire right? sometimes for the better or well not so much i guess. we remember more then we like to forget. its painful. when u know how everything will eventually unfold it burns you from the inside. yea these are one of those things that strike back those memories.

its hard to find the limit of things sometimes. when u just wanna reach out and embrace things but u noe once again its gonna slap u in the face. eventually. haha.

i m having one of those feelings of going on a long cycle to burn myself out again. just to sweat it out. or maybe to go run arnd the bball court till i cant feel my legs, just to burn myself down. i just wanna keep those away from me. at least until i can breathe easy once again.

i m not tired. i m just exhausted. theres a difference.
ok den u guys take care ya.

[ Peace out! ]
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