Peace

Wednesday, March 22, 2006
what a charm.

i m tired.

physically, mentally, spiritually drained.
so many depressive thoughts and well. so many things happening so fast tat u cant keep up. or rather it hurts SO much to go on. what drives humans to go tat extra mile.

i dont know why i blog. sometimes so depresively. YOU noe, its not lyk i WANT this lifestyle. i CANT help it ok. its my brain its the built of my thoughts. its not lyk i WANT to think lyk this. i ve been DRILLING to trust, to put full and absoute control into God's will. but its hard. its lyk this super lonely road. tat it seems even peers. dun seem to see.

its not lyk i want to be lonely. its not lyk i want to see only darkness. it really hurts.
to try your best, but it never seems enough.
never.

just put trust. tat the Lord will bring u thru. if He is the only fren so let it be.

The grass withers, the flowers fade. But the word of Our God stands forever.
isaiah 40:8

nothing really matters.

[ Peace out! ]
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