Peace

Saturday, October 15, 2005

i m super pissed now.
maybe angry,
but mostly dissapointed..

heres the stry line

so i din do well in my prelims.. most peep would sae u can forget abt going to jC already.. well i believe i can.. tats why i m pushin myself so dam hard to get in.. frens often sae 'yea sure u can do it' but i noe deep down inside tey noe i need a miracle to do it..

i believe in miracles. especially with God. i believe.

well i m not here to talk abt frens. i m here to talk abt my mum. yes u saw it. MY MOTHER OK?
was studyin in church late last nite.. mi dad and her were in the area so asked if i wanted a lift home.. so nice hor? so i got a lift from my parents.

tat was it.. I CANNOT BELIEVE IN THE LIFE OF ME TAT EVEN MY MUM DOESNT BELIEVE I CAN DO WELL. IF EVEN MY MUM DOESNT BELIEVE WHO WOULD RIGHT?
she made tis statement tat last minute work is no use.. WELL THANKS LOR. TAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST ROT? DO NTH TRY NTH AND BELIEVE NTH WORKS OUT?

i was optimistic abt my o lvls.. realli believed i could do well
but wif a mother lyk tis.. i tink i can jus fail my o lvls and nobody realli cares.. after all my mum doesnt even believe i can do well..

what more is ther to sae?

i ve lost my hope.

AND I AM SO FUCKING disappointed it had to be because of my mum.
u dunno HOW MUCH i ve put in to make myself believe.. onli to be slashed away from hu?

my mum.

well.
thanks mum.
alot.

[ Peace out! ]
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