wells.. once again.. getting a lil emotional.. i carn get no head or tail or any ass of why i m suddenly feeling lyk this.. sux. making mi reflect on life once again so much more lyk i used to.. although difference is lyk this is no f***ing time to b thinkin bout those shits.. prelims is in lyk 5 days omg? man i tink i actually gettign stress.. tis aint right mann.. peep are getting alot more dao these days.. wtf shld i actually give a damn>? becos i m davin wtf.. becoming some born-loser ade.. mann tis realli sux.. wells.. den wats been up? well at least i can see come improvement in my maths-_- and at least i noe alot more of things i shld haf noe at those times.. but always too late.. HATE MYSELF. been listening to a fair bit of music.. wells i carn help but believe music is probably the onli shit in this world tat remains constant to keep mi going.. sorry fer the sucky post but i realli carn help it.. its hard to wake up.. wen the shades have been pulled up.. its so pathetic making no sense at all.. words rot and fall away.. the anger hurts.. it makes no sense at all.. if this is wat she wants and wat he wants.. den explain this fucking pain.. HOPE U ENJOYED THIS TIME YOU GAVE IT ALL AWAY IT WAS MINE SO WEN U RE DEAD AND GONE REMEMBER THIS NIGHT YEARS FROM NOW ITS NOT RIGHT! [ Peace out! ] at11:18 PM _Date$>
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