wells.. once again.. getting a lil emotional.. i carn get no head or tail or any ass of why i m suddenly feeling lyk this.. sux. making mi reflect on life once again so much more lyk i used to.. although difference is lyk this is no f***ing time to b thinkin bout those shits.. prelims is in lyk 5 days omg? man i tink i actually gettign stress.. tis aint right mann.. peep are getting alot more dao these days.. wtf shld i actually give a damn>? becos i m davin wtf.. becoming some born-loser ade.. mann tis realli sux.. wells.. den wats been up? well at least i can see come improvement in my maths-_- and at least i noe alot more of things i shld haf noe at those times.. but always too late.. HATE MYSELF. been listening to a fair bit of music.. wells i carn help but believe music is probably the onli shit in this world tat remains constant to keep mi going.. sorry fer the sucky post but i realli carn help it.. its hard to wake up.. wen the shades have been pulled up.. its so pathetic making no sense at all.. words rot and fall away.. the anger hurts.. it makes no sense at all.. if this is wat she wants and wat he wants.. den explain this fucking pain.. HOPE U ENJOYED THIS TIME YOU GAVE IT ALL AWAY IT WAS MINE SO WEN U RE DEAD AND GONE REMEMBER THIS NIGHT YEARS FROM NOW ITS NOT RIGHT!
[ Peace out! ] niwaes.. feels pretty gud lar.. at least kills my guilty conscieouss of nt workin hard in the beginning.. geez.. wells wats new? i jus upgraded my fone!! lyk super wipee! no more loudspeaks wif laggyness and wat haf u! goodness it feels lyk totally gud aft using a fone wif a heck alot better functions.. nokia 3230.. sweetness.. wells its lyk nt the most fashionable fone u can find off the shelves.. but i tink it was a pretty gud deal lar.. fone got a lil lag spikes but i tink it ll b jus cool=) prelims is in 6 days.. wtf. yea i get it.. tat sux.. but heyy cmon.. if prelims are coming means O is coming.. if tats coming,, MEANS THE BREAK IS NEAR! wahaha.. man i carn wait fer tat dae.. but till den.. its more mugging-.- i dun realli noe wat else to type here ade.. u peep out ther tc ya? xD its a sucky world out ther but cmon, at least we noe tat now.. watthefuckk? i still miss u..
[ Peace out! ] its 1230am right nw.. still early but tryin to fall asleep ade.. prelims are jus arnd the corner and tat thought realli sucks-.- been mugging qutie abit.. carn beleive i m actually starting to work.. lyk omg.. pN was just arnd the corner last sat.. was realli hoping fer something fantastic fun filled.. but i guess it was realli to my dismay.. the event was so boring.. each years pN is deproving and deproving man.. SUCKS.. carn stand it.. its ade my last cadet yr and pn still sucks.. wat a life man.. well at least it was cool to see old faces again.. din get the chance to talk.. its lyk uber unconducive to talk lar.. zadao.. at least i had a gud chat at the end of the dae-.- i m kinda lyk laggyy right now.. will blog more wen i m feeling more lyk it.. so.. yucks nw.. u peep takkaire ya.. rmb to keep smiling cos life sucks.. difference is, we noe it.=)
[ Peace out! ]
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