its the hols nw.. although nt much of a hol lorr.. macham everydae sku-_-.. at least nt so bad la.. science practicals instead of having theory.. if theory i tink will die sia.. got sunburnt..zzz.. weather is lyk so sai nw lorr.. even though it mayb cloudy its lyk.. the sun still penetrated ur skin lildat.. -_- lor todae i went to my first amaths tuition.. my first tuition in lyk a super long time.. zabao.. its was fun i guess.. believe it.. learnt alot of things.. yupps so how haf i been doin? life was pretty gud treating me during the start of the hols.. gathered a pretty zaii mindset.. dun understand why.. but i guess things haf changed.. somehow.. i dun understand how something so natuaral could destory a relationship altogether.. jus becos of tt.. well i guess it was coming.. people arnt realli veh patient.. people wanna move on... no longer waiting.. its lyk FREAKING sad la.. wen u groom some1 who once needed help.. wen u gave hope to those in nid of it.. wen u reached ur hand out of the crowd to help out.. after so much.. it still boils down to how impractical humans are.. how tey totally feign irgnorance on the topic of discussion and jus leave. lyk that. gone. its so sad lorr.. and now wen u haf build that bond.. a part of it leaves u.. den who is ther to groom u? who wuld b ther to give u that so needed hope.. to reach his/her hand wen u haf fallen.. who? nobody i guess.. that totally sucks.. i m sickk of tis cycle.. sickk of being the stepping stone fer people who nid i lift.. call it wadeva u wan.. i m onli stating how selfish and irgnorant people are.. tey carn b bothered.. if u carn give them wat they nid.. den who nids u mindset.. and its getting more and more pissing.. i got nth much more to sae.. to those who noe its u.. well hi.. i hope u had a gud time ripping my life apart once again.. now that ure fine and happy.. i wish u all the best and sucess in life nw that u haf taken a part of me.. used to so freely.. leaving it in some desert for it to rot. thanks ar.. people who sincerely care. thanks. i m sorry to haf put such a post. but tis is outrageous.. give me a smile =) w/o the lies and deceit.. get a life u stalkers [ Peace out! ] at7:40 PM _Date$>
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