Peace

Thursday, January 13, 2005
thank u.

heyy pple.. so many tings happening sia..wells.. turned out tt my expectations of the way things wuld b turning out in the previous entries came pretty much true-.- now jus waiting for the final step to kill it all.. hahas.. interesting..

well i guess tis jus gg to b a long ty entry. call it lame. wadeva. i jus feel tt writing abt how my life is gg at tis point of time is a waste of every1's time.

firstly, thanks to the teacher.. he who taught mi sooo much in life. he who made prob the biggest impact in my way of thinking.(which makes tis kinda saddining) sad to sae tings had to end up the way it did. sorry.

next, to my 'hoping and still hoping' to b a person i wuld one dae haf to look up to. u shld noe hu u are. dun let mi down k? u realli helped mi along tis road of life. although both of us had our fair share of disagreements and conflicts, i tink tis has brought tis thanks to a furthur level. haf more confidence dude.. dun let mi down. or her. i noe u noe. please. sorry if tis is nt wat u wanna hear.

next, to the person who taught mi how 1+1=2. no way it culd b 3 or 4.. things which are meant to b lyk tis/ are lyk tis, will nver b lyk tt.. sad to sae.. thanks fer showing so so so many lessons in life. how shallow and deceptive everthing can be.. thanks for the once believed care. and thanks for the time although halfed (in facts). but thanks aniwae. i learnt alot.

to wxm, thx for ur overpouring care and concern. although i shut u out most of the time. sorry. but wan to thank u lots. for making a drastic change in the way i live and think. thank u.

to 5-2,6-2, u guys are the best.. nver haf i seen such a fighting spirit. together. make the difference. thanks.

its amazing.
the people who care for u the most are the pple hu can cause u the most pain.
change ur life, the way u tink speak act move eat sleep.. sickening.
being a fool is realli simple. although nt the most pleasent. all u haf to b is a lil optimistic and b willing to play ur cards. get a bad luck and ther u gt it.. fool. foolishness..
we learn. i learn. sometimes, it kills to b a fool. to b the onli 1 wishing for the stars to drop. wishing for the past-present.

takkaire pple. i dun nid to sae anymore.
u noe hu u are. sorry.

and thanks.

[ Peace out! ]
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