Peace

Friday, September 03, 2004
fEeLinGs...

he wants to go home now..but ther aint nobody there..he lies alone..broken inside..he wants to reach out..but all tht stands are the lonely..he looks to a corner to shed his tears..to numb the pain..to ease to agony..he sees a friend round the corner..standing up..he dexterously sweeps away his tears and put on a smile..carefreely outside he goes'Yoz'jus to numb the pain and to feel no shame..he acts as if everything in this wurld is right..lyk there are no cares for him..when it seems tht every1 in the world in breaking down..he couldnt tell them how/why he felt tht way..he jus felt it everydae..he seems to be the onli left standing..how many actually noe he stands on a platform created onli by his imgaination..when he has fallen from everything wif everything..nobody's there..his fren leaves he smiles back wif a smile of wonderous joy..onli to once again sink into eternal lonliness..indulgence in sadness..he goes back to cry his heart out to his best fren-his imagination..his mind runs wild thoughts sift thru his head..he breaks down and cries in utter darkness..loneliness..why?he carries on wif life as normal..living each dae in darkness..he leads a happy life yes..but wat he foresees in the future can onli tear his heart apart..he may be enjoyin life right now yes..his problems are maybe there..yes but he can carry on running away..numbing the pain..he has fear of onli 1 thing..1 thing which may most probably happen in the future..who knows when but yes from wat he sees it is a fate which he may haf to live wif for the rest of his life..sigh..yes the truth may hurt and it definatly does..but he knows if things are gg to carry on the way it is..it is bound to happen..the dae were his one true fear will turn a reality..is he going to be able to live on?

thats just the way it is i guess.. life goes on.. Smile.

Be StronG bE StRonG nOw! So ManY ProBleMs. LosT InSidE. No PlAcE to DrY HiS eYes.Hold on. Wun Stay for long. No Longer afraid. hear his pain. feel his agony. right in your face. save inside. that fantasy world. This world of fragile things.Making the same mistakes again. Taste it in his tears. It ends here. not todae. but it will be here.

Hiden.Lost.Insane.behind.Out of place.faithless.graceless.over.and.done.

[ Peace out! ]
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