Peace

Monday, August 30, 2004
Life

guys.. the time now is slightly after 12am.. well cant slp.. so many things been bothering mi.. waiting fer meryvn now to add on to the workload..

weixuan weixaun.. i am so sorry.. so damn sorry.. so sorry for everything.. if only.. u noe we hav always looked up to u as tht person. why din u jus tell us.. why.. i dunno.. shld i be more sensitive or be so blunt abt it? weixuan if only u could see wat i could see wat i can.. if only.. maybe u wuld realise.. but no.. u choosed to go ur own way. to believe in urself.. jus urself.. if u onli could see wat i saw.. so sorry..
sigh the pinch of life is always so ther.. i could tell u in infinite words everything i go thru.. but wuld anibody care aniwae? weixuan u tink u gg thru alot? please la.. u got a small chapter onli.. the keyword is jus 'if' isnt it? if u could see the larger picuture.. if u could see wat i saw.. if u could believe in the sole thing u been tryin to teach us.. 'TeAm".. if.. u take it so badly.. damn it lorx.. i feel lyk sympathising wif u and bashin u up at the same time.. do u even noe the pain and agony we face? i dun tink so.. u try to help.. but u fail to see tht hidden point.. why la weixuan why..team .. wat team? guys u find it weird? u talk abt team.. yet everytime.. evertime when u haf problems.. it isnt the team u look fer but some other party.. u are realli one person of controversy.. dammit man.. can u even see the picture?

great now i dun even noe if i am sympatheic or angry wif u.. dammit thanks man.. owe u so much.. keep it up..

hope

[ Peace out! ]
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